hot freaks on the trail,
With my freedom to create in this desolate space, may I only hope to bring on a new light to my art.
I enjoy the wild west feeling of the oldweb and the unusual solidarity it becons between users who like myself desire to create within these personal bedrooms of activity.
private enough to lead me to bleeding my heart out, but public enough for me to try and be clear with my message - for whatever that may be.
I strive to create no limitations for myself when it comes to whatever I feel the desire to plaster all over the walls, I have a biting scratching growling urge to make. To bring things into this world with my fingers and thoughts. I am currently in a state of stagnancy within my own creative endeavours and i've found myself struggling to use my imagination or thought as freely as I once would. i think this has to do with my trauma, or some sort of subconcious fear. i have no desire to explain beyond that, I will take it as it comes. I feel myself finding my own identity in terms of connection with my being, but what lacks for me is my deep ethereal connection with creation - I have actively rejected to make anything from the heart for a while, I havent let myself feel. I let anxieties over rule me and I'm left with feelings of embarassment when I really feel like I'm doing something I believe in. I want to break down those walls for myself through writing, processing and making things no matter where they come from within me. i will expose them directly from my html to yours and actively strive to begin something I can reflect on with the concious thought that I truly meant whatever I had to say at some sort of time. This is a place for poetry, art, secrets, things that ignite my brain, visual diagrams for my own free thinking and a guidebook on the stimulation I wander into for the sake of creation. This is an area for me to categorise and discover thoughts and feelings as well as identity and passions. Actively searching for rock and roll heaven forever, take a look around and come back to see me sometime soon - maybe ill have figured it out by then..
- truly think about identity
- be as gritty and raw as I possibly need to be
- create forever and ever
- understand and develop my art
- stick with notion & intuition
- organise, stay on track cowboy!
- hold this webspace dear to my heart